The Courts

The Courts

Finally a small victory: The court orders that I start counseling with Sam immediately and that all fees be paid by James. I was told I could pick any counselor I wanted. I went to the psychiatrist we were working with and asked him to recommend someone for me. He...
Sam Turns 18

Sam Turns 18

My biggest fear has come true.  After 4 years of listening to Sam threaten to block me and cut all ties with me once he turned 18 has come true.  A few days before his 18th birthday it all went silent.   Since I can’t go to his dad’s house in fear of having the police...
Feeling Broken Inside

Feeling Broken Inside

Even though Sam is now 18 and I have been blocked on all forms of communication since his birthday in August, I continue to follow his school progress online.  About once a week I write him a short letter and tell him how much I miss him and love him. I usually print...